Well that was the week from hell, it won't be the only one there are many more ahead.  Smoking again, hate myself for it, oh well just another reason then.

Cats are lovely, the world is a better place for them.

Been listening to the Hitch Hikers Guide to the Galaxy again, what a genius piece of writing, hopelessly in love with Ford Prefect still, and Marvin still has one of the best lines ever "making it up, why would I want to make anything up? Life's bad enough as it is without wanting to make any more of it up"  A line I live my life by.............


Up the Os

Another day closer to death

Well another weekend is nearly over,  Orient pissed me off big time, lost 3-1 to Charlton after a promising start and Scotty scoring his 200th professional goal, then Jones decided to swap sides and give them a goal.

Oh well I'll see be back for more on Tuesday.

Mothers day today, she only goes and phones me telling me she's got me the cushion with the cats on it, think she was making a point but there again so am I.

What does she expect after years of telling me I wasn't good enough and that no decent man would ever want me, I am still so fucking angry with her and he had his part to play only he was more obvious he just used his fists and fear. She was far more psychological and emotional in her torture.

Cats are wonderful and let me sleep this morning, maybe they know it's mothering Sunday?